Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Undescribable Feeling.

Hmm..
Today, I sorta lost someone. [Not literally lost though.]
He was someone who once made me laugh each day.

Now?
Not anymore.
Cause I guess he just gave up waiting for me.

Well, honestly, I don't mind if he wanna give me up.
I'm totally fine with it.
Cause if he really needs someone to be by his side.
And I know that, for now, I can't be that someone.
So, he might as well find that someone as soon as possible rather than to wait for me till.. I seriously don't know when..
So.. yeah.

That was what I told him.
He then replied by saying that "I dont need any other person"
So, if he doesn't need any other person.. What's the rush right?
He can like.. Wait for me till.. FOREVER? Heh=S
Honestly, I don't understand what's going through his mind.

"i regret not contacting u before n evrthing but i cant do anything now"
Well, about that, I think that was the cause of us.. drifting apart.
After some time.. No. After quite a long time not contacting me, how do you expect me to feel how I felt previously?
Like I said, we can't force our hearts to fall in love with someone.
The feelings must also come to us naturally. Isn't that so?
For the second time, I don't understand what's going through your mind.

"so i guess i rather just leave again"
Well, if that's what you want.
I can't do anything, can I?

I don't know whether you still wanna be my friend or you just wanna disappear from my life forever, just like that.
Anyway, it's entirely up to you.
Whatever it is, I don't mind being just friends.
Do what your heart tells you to.
Your life, not mine.
As long as you're happy, I am=)

# posted by SaraPhiNe(: | 11:11 PM

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